right now

In the throes of weaning lena off both bottle and Passy right now!! I know i waited too long but I was simply dreading this day and because of that kept putting it off! it has soo far been a very intense struggle and we are comming up on the second night!--the first was awful and i did feel quite badly for her as she is obviously VERY addicted-the main struggle is her passy-or Dee as she calls it! she will actually look for it in the middle of the night with her eyes closed and she could do the whole thing with out waking up--her little hand would grope around for it, Find in and pop it back into her mouth with out opening her eyes...and it has been quite sad seeing her try and do the same thing yet her searches ending in vain all night last night I could hear her making little sucking noises as she tried to find a supplement for her beloved dee...she would hold her had to her mouth and be soo sleepy...but then get all frustrated and start screaming again and get herself all worked up in a tizzy! and it is soooo hard to sooth her as she wants nothing else...Im hoping that tonight will be easier, but am bracing myself!!--When the process is all said and done I will blog about it for the Archives!!